I have always dreamed of a life where every movement of mine is effortless. Every action has a harmonious rhythm. Every thought is in harmony.Every feeling is in harmony. I am witnessing life yet participating it, yet not participating in it.
I have carried this dream within me ever since I was a child. I have just listened to my heart and done some seemingly very very foolish actions to make this dream come true.
I have nurtured it at all times. There were times when I was helpless. There were times when I felt helpless.There were times when I was in control of my dream. And of course there were times when the dream controlled me.
In my zeal to make this dream come true, I tried to force it to make it happen. The experience of bliss within. How foolish it seems now.
This year I have been feeling my dream is going manifest very soon. I feel this bliss is already within me. I just need to discover it. Invite it to come out into the open and occupy every cell of my body. I am sure that when every cell reverberates with bliss, there will be harmony in every aspect of my being.
Earlier, I made a mistake of making it happen in my mind. That’s why I had the nervous breakdown. Its not possible for the mind to take the power of that bliss and light. Only the body can contain that power. The mind can experience it but cannot contain it.
We abuse our bodies so much. We abuse ourselves so much. This abuse comes from lack of patience. Thats why I have decided to live like an artist.
An artist sees the picture in some obscure form. The artist starts painting with enthusiasm. he trusts his instincts. The original picture only guides him, its an overall framework. he improvises along the way. One cannot see the picture before it is complete. One can only feel the picture.
The final product needs to be in harmony. That is the essence of being an artist. One may have many drawbacks within oneself, yet the final picture can be beautiful. The process is purgatory.
Living like an artist. I want to discover the secrets. I want to experience it. I want to live it.
Would you like to join my movement? of living like an artist?
Love and Light,